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OMG. Mukai Osamu.

2009-07-30T10:54:00.006+08:00

Dear heavens! Now I'm debating whether or not I should head to the bookstore and buy it, too. Wow...

And YES! I need porn for Sho/Chisato very badly now. Hell, it doesn't even have to be porn, maybe she just walks in on him in the shower, and he gives her that look, and... well... then in my brain smut happens, so maybe it does have to be porn.LMAO of me.

I love this guy so much but there's part of me too that's feeling a lil bit of upset coz you know, I never really expected him to do something like this. He looks HOT and that STARE would make me melt. Aish! Though that fourth pose looks like his a lil bit uncomfortable.

And why do they always need to pose with a European girl? All of them- MatsuJun, Narimiya Hiroki, YamaPi and Mukai. Oh well.

Here's an entry of his blog. He wrote something about the an-an mag.

Anan is released today ☆

I wrote on this blog last Sunday's that the shooting was shocking!
I never thought I'd do such things, I even surprised myself.

But the photographer and we had started, it was great because everyone was enjoying it ♪ It even became easier in the end.
This sensation is gathered in the photo shoot!

To say it clearly, this one (photo shoot) was hot ★

Nowadays, going this far with our image makes a kind of break up with what we are (usually)
We get in the project in such good timing that it makes us happy ☆

But on BeeTV it will be the same: there will be another undressed scene.
Oh, today I'll (only) appear shirtless...

BeeTV is a drama. I found a video that tells about his an-an photoshoot and his BeeTV drama. It's here.

Got all the pictures and the translated blog entry from Mukai Osamu LJ Fan Comm.

Less is better, Fandoms make me happy

2009-07-24T19:26:00.006+08:00

The less said about my life currently the better, but at least fandom remembers to keep me happy and crazy.

I've been on semi-hiatus in here for weeks. There are things I wanted to share but the moment I start typing my entry, I just lost my interest. What's first an interesting idea became nonsense all the way. You know what I mean, right?

I went to visit my Uncle Dom last week and got to watch HP6 alone in the cinema. It wasn't that fun. No one's with me to keep me company, you know. My cousin didn't come with me coz he went to work. But I love my sleep when I stayed at my uncle's. I got to relax myself so good. I even slept for almost 12 hours, really. Well, mainly because no one is in the house to wake me up. Haha. And the food. YAY! I just eat and eat and eat. The fridge is full of yumyums! My Kuya Jed is so perfect in keeping the fridge plenty while I was there. Love you po, kuya! Plus we have the same ice cream favorite. Cookies n' Cream! WOO! This is what I call Relax and Recreate.

While I had my "short" vacation, I made sure that I watched my favorite dorama for this season. It's Koishite Akuma aka Devil in Love: Vampire Boy. Haha.

I know it's kinda Twilight-derived dorama but I really love the main guy in here. I'm not a so-so Twilight fan but I'm loving the vampire love idea. Though I'm not really buying the OTP, I find Kato Rosa (23) and Nakayama Yuma (15) to be really a cute pair. Yeah. It's their age gap that I hate. But nonetheless, Kato Rosa is baby-faced. So, okay.

THIS IS MY NEWEST OBSESSION.

Yeah, I know he has lots of stalkers and girls and fanclubs, my rivals, but I still love Yuma!

Good girls like me always fall for COLD-HEARTED, LONELY, EMO guys. Aish!

REMEMBER. MY NEW FACE OF OBSESSION.

I have lots of caps of him but I'll just post it on my next visit. Ja ne!

2NE1 First Mini Album

2009-07-08T19:25:00.002+08:00

Oh yeah! It's already released today!
And I'm so damn happy with the album tracks!
All songs are effin great to the ear!
Too bad I can't grab a copy today.
I already saved my money for my Davao trip.
Gonna have a fun week with my bro and my cousins.
We'll be watching HBP too. Not on the 15th but on the 18th.
My sched's full for 15, 16 and 17. Aish! Damn activies!
Plus, there are lots of things I need to buy first.
Or maybe I'll just let the mini passed and just wait for the full album on October.
I'm pretty sure the full album would be cool coz GDragon's doing some of the songs in there.
I'm not that sad at all coz I've downloaded all the songs from the mini.
I know, I know that its not the right way but I'm such a fan of them and its hard resisting not to hear it.
Pardon me!^^

Want to hear the awesome songs? Hear it here.

Dreamy melodies

2009-06-19T10:09:00.002+08:00

I always want to have a dreamy sleep and I guess, listening to such sweet melodies coming from a beautiful voice would fulfill it.

She's IU. Fifteen.Cute.Pretty.Talented.<3

Old and New Love

2009-06-19T09:19:00.007+08:00

You know that kind of feeling when someone you love is gone for quite a long time. And you've already found new things to fill his part. Then one day, he came back and that's when you realized that you still love him and you're even surprised to know that your love for him has grown.

That's exactly what I felt when Haruma came back, of course, with a new picture.LOL
He updated his Chabatake tea blog.

Nothing has change. His hair is still the same and of course, loooking cute and cool and handsome as usual.

He's back filming tea commercials again.YEY! I totally missed him for months. I was all over korean obsession. I'm still mad for not having Crows Zero 2 'til now. Aish! Japan better released a DvD now.

Good thing I watched Gokusen 3 SP. I saw Miura in there minus the blonde. But he's still cool. I accidentally found a new love too.LMAO

He's Tamamori Yuta. Yes. He's a JE. Member of Kis-My-Ft-2 group. He plays as Reita, gang leader of class 2D. I swear, he's the only good-looking guy in their group. The rest are sfjkhlytrftwtf. And wait, let me ask a question. Am I the only one who thinks he looks like my Jaejoong oppa? My friend told me that he really is but Yuta is just more manly than Jaejoong. He said Jaejoong is too gay.LOL I'm not mad when he said Jae is gay coz I know he doesn't like Jae. He'll be in the Gokusen Movie too, reprising his role as Reita. Well, looking forward to it.<3

It's ER-ER!

2009-06-09T00:09:00.005+08:00

I miss visiting Pinoexchange.com.
It's where I get updates about the local entertainment scene.
I was able to visit today and lurked on Robi Domingo's thread and etc.
I was also able to lurk on Er-Er's thread (That's what I call Erich Gonzales) and I saw these:

BOF? Haha! That's what I thought at first but then I noticed Er-er's name below the mag.LMAO.
Seriously, she's more pretty now. I always love her. We're Davaoeños you know.^^
She's at my age and I could still remember the day I saw her name in a huge banner in their school. I was shouting out her name when i saw it. Eoww for me.LMAO.

It's from Stella Magazine, a mag that features Japanese fashion.
Er-er looks really good in a long straight hair, ne?

OMG!FLAILS

2009-06-08T23:58:00.006+08:00

I'ma die hard Harry-Hermione shipper for years now.
But this picture is just too cute not to notice.

See? They've gone lovey-dovey.XDD
At first I thought Harry was eating Ginny's hand.LMAO

and why oh why in this world I can't help myself go gaga with these two:

I can't even sleep without thinking what's going to happen next to them.
I must now hate MOONLIGHT NIGHT.T_T

YIHEE JAPANESE!

2009-06-05T18:47:00.008+08:00

It's been a long time that I haven't updated my blog with some japanese love. Kindly blame 2NE1 for making me forget everything japanese. If you love them then I guess you'll understand why I was dedicating my fangirling hours to korean addiction. Plus there's stupid Karlo whose now getting more addicted to koreans now. He too, I guess, became on hiatus in keeping himself updated with everything japanese. Aish!

090602 MBC PKL Starry Night Radio - 2NE1 "Fire" Live

090602 MBC PKL Starry Night Radio - 2NE1 "Umbrella" Live

090602 MBC PKL Starry Night Radio - 2NE1 "We Belong Together" Live

Well good thing Bigbang, my other korean fandom, just advanced into Jpop with their My Heaven single. Haha! I was sooo happy. At last my ears got some japanese hearing after quite a long time.

To tell you, I shifted already. I left TVXQ. I still love them but I'm more of a YG shipper now. But I still keep myself updated to what's happening with Jaejoong oppa.^^

And I'm back to watching jdramas too. Atashinchi No Danshi is love. YAY!
I just finished watching it up to the latest episode and its damn great!
I love Hanazakari no Kimitachi e. I was really hooked to it and I was going through the same process of addiction again with this new Maki Horikita drama.<3

What's cute in this drama is that almost all of the guys loves Maki. Eyecandy! Haha!
I love how Seto Koji and Yamamoto Yusuke interacts with Maki. Their scenes were always funny and cute.
Anndddddd of course, I won't be able to forget Mukai Osamu's kissing scenes with Maki. The second kiss was really hot!

Mukai initiated to KISSED her! Isn't it awesome? Nah! can't handle this fanservice. LMAO I've watched so many jdramas but this is one great kissing scene. I mean, most Jap kissing scenes are always in a simple, cute way. Somewhat like a smack. That's it.

And I agree with what calledinvain said. It's one of the most tender, sweetly off kilter romantic scenes I've seen in a modern trendy Jdrama.

And so much for my japanese addiction, I think I have a pedo crush on my kid neighbor.LMAO! Wtf!

He's name is Tomoki. 4 years old. Fil-Jap.XDD
I really have fun playing with him. He's a total dork! Geez!

Well, 'til here! Ja!^^

Glee TV Series

2009-05-24T18:07:00.004+08:00

I'm loving the newest Fox TV show Glee. I just watched the pilot episode the other night and its really good! It's a musical comedy. It's similar to High School Musical but this one's more funny. As what The New York Times called the show its "blissfully unoriginal in a witty, imaginative way", saying the characters are "high school archetypes" but noted "a strong satiric pulse that doesn’t diminish the characters’ identities or dim the showmanship of a talented cast".

So here's about Glee:

From Ryan Murphy, the creator of "Nip/Tuck" and "popular" comes GLEE, a one-hour musical comedy that follows an optimistic high school teacher as hew tries to transform the school's Glee Club and inspire a group of ragtag performers to make it to the biggest competition of them all: Nationals.

McKinley High School's Glee Club used to be at the top of the show choir world, but years later, a series of scandals have turned it into a haven for misfits and social outcasts. WILL SCHUESTER (Matthew Morrison, Broadway's "Hairspray"), a young optimistic teacher, has offered to take on the Herculean task of restoring McKinley's Glee Club to its former glory with the help of fellow teacher EMMA PILLSBURY (Jayma Mays, "Ugly Betty"). It's a tall order when the brightest stars of the pitch-imperfect club include KURT (Chris Colfer), a nerdy soprano with a flair for the dramatic; MERCEDES (Amber Riley), a dynamic diva-in-training who refuses to sing back-up; ARTY (Kevin McHale, "Zoey 101"), a geeky guitarist who spends more time avoiding bullies than chasing girls; and TINA (Jenna Ushkowitz, "Spring Awakening"), an awkward girl who needs to suppress her stutter before she can take center stage.

Will's only hope lies with two true talents: RACHEL BERRY (Lea Michele, "Spring Awakening"), a perfectionist firecracker who is convinced that show choir is her ticket to stardom; and FINN HUDSON (Cory Monteith, "Kyle XY"), the popular high school quarterback with movie star looks and a Motown voice who must protect his reputation with his holier-than-thou girlfriend, QUINN (Dianna Agron), and his arrogant teammate, PUCK (Mark Salling).

Driven by his secret past, Will is determined to do whatever it takes to make Glee great again, even though everyone around him thinks he's nuts. He's out to prove them all wrong - from his tough-as-nails wife TERRI SCHUESTER (Jessalyn Gilsig, "Nip/Tuck") to McKinley's cheerleading coach SUE SYLVESTER (guest star Jane Lynch, "Best In Show," "Role Models") to an ?ber-hip world that thinks jazz hands and sequined tuxedos litter the road to infamy rather than pave the way to Hollywood dreams.

Featuring a soundtrack of hit songs from past and present, GLEE is produced by Ryan Murphy Television in association with 20th Century Fox Television. Ryan Murphy, Brad Falchuk and Ian Brennan are co-creators of the series. Murphy, Falchuk and Dante Di Loreto serve as executive producers, while Ian Brennan and John Kousakis serve as co-executive producers. Murphy directed the pilot.

I really have a huge crush on Cory Monteith now, gawd! He's cute and a very good singer. I wanna see more of him. I really love that shower scene of him where he sings "Can't Fight This Feeling" by Reo Speedwagon. Epic!

Because this is a Fall Season show, next episode will be on September. Yeah, I need to bear with it even though waiting for it for three months suck! Aish.

So here's the trailer:

Officially 19

2009-05-17T19:02:00.004+08:00

Today, I'm officially a 19-year old girl. Yes. n-i-n-e-t-e-e-n.

Too bad I'm not spending my birthday with my family. I didn't go home but a call from my Mama is all worth it.<3 Of course, I missed her. I miss my Papa. Not to mention that it's also John's birthday. My brother. He's now 17. No. We're not twins. It just so happen that my mother gave birth of him exactly on the 17th too. And they say its kind of cute. Happy birthday, bro!

A lot of people did greet me today.^^
I was so overwhelmed. It means so much to me.
So here's a list of those people who did wish me luck on my birthday.

-personal friends and family
-Sampolaki friends---I love them!
-some friends from friendster, multiply, and livejournal.
-Soompiers--international friends love me.
-ROBIlievers-------my kapatids from PEx never forgets me!
-Brent Amurao------JAM's kaxoxo and my ex-loveteam greeted me too!
-jadeal_17---------from Soompi who has the same birthday with me!
-and ROBI DOMINGO himself.yeah! that blue lover guy loves me!

Here's a vid greeting from him. I swear I laughed at what he said to me!

click here to watch

See? Haha! Robi is so random..and what? See yeah somewhere? LOL
Anyways, thanks for his greeting and of course, to pao aka -crazyman- for makingthat ROBI greeting possible.^^

and I love Facebook! The best site, really! He greeted me too. LOOK!

Of course, one of the best thing to remember this year's birthday is the debut stage of my first girl group obsession! 2NE1! They debuted today at SBS Inkigayo. I must tell you, they're hot as FIRE!

2NE1's Intro Vid + Debut Stage Perf

dfgfhrytsdqwh to describe the girls! awesome!

That makes my birthday! I'm officially 19 today!
Bye now! Out to go partying with friends!XDD

Random

2009-05-13T11:38:00.002+08:00

This is a random post, btw. Nothing really important but I just have this feeling that I need to post it in here and share.^^

So this is kinda late but I just saw the latest HBP Commercial. It was released like may 8 or 9 but it was only now that I get to see it. It's a love trailer focusing on the Harry Potter Trio's Lovelife. It's cute.

And talking about CUTE, the making of 2NE1's Fire MV is loaded with cuteness by the girls. take note of CL's low voice. She talks like a CEO. Haha! And Minzy and Dara are dorks! Bom is pretty shy.LOL

That's it. Be back in while to post something.^^

FIRE!

2009-05-07T09:47:00.003+08:00

I know it's been a long time since the last time I posted an entry in here. It was last month. I was just too lazy to update in here. Besides, there were lots of things that's been happening, be it with my personal life and my fandoms.^^ But now I'm back. Haha! And I have some great news!

2NE1's FIRE MV is love! YEAH!! They totally ROCK!

The full song was released on May 6 alongside with the release of the MV which has 2 versions. The street and the space version. I love both of the vids but I must say I love the space version better. It's because it shows the girly side of the girls and the street version is just way too hiphop-ish but it's cool!

the space version

the street version

They're really burning with HOTNESS. They attracted lots of funs already and I bet even Perez Hilton loves the girls. He featured the FIRE MV in his site. 2NE1 was already featured months ago with their Lollipop MV with Bigbang.

I swear I've never been this interested when it comes to girl groups but I love these girls. Not because Sandara is in it, but because they're really different from what korean girl groups used to.

I know they'll go far. On May 17, which happens to be my birthday too, 2NE1 will have their first onstage performance at SBS Inkigayo. I wanna see them live!:D

SoEul in my Heart

2009-04-20T18:00:00.002+08:00

Just so you know, I wasn't in my usual mode these days.
I wasn't watching any drama right now after BOF and Love Shuffle.
I can't find any manga to read too although my friends recommended me some interesting stories. But just when I thought it's going to be a boring week again, I found an amazing thing. LOL

SOEUL. Yeah! SOEUL is what keeping me alive this week.^^
I'm into reading some fanfics about YiJung/GaEul at Soompi.
I love all the fics in there. Its all beautifully written by the writers.
I feel like I wanna do the same too but then I discouraged myself.
It's been a long time since I last wrote a fanfic.
I remember it's about Harry and Hermione.LOL
I was still in fourth year high school then.
I even read it last night and realized that it has a lot of grammar errors.LOL
Yeah. I noticed lots of flaws with my writing. But I can say that my idea is something I can be proud of. Really.
I must be an awful fanfic writer back then.Haha! But what's funny is that my classmates were really amazed to me. Their comments were always in a positive way. I received lots of compliments.HAHA!

Well, I wanna thank SOEUL for making me obsessed in love again.
It makes me realized lots of wonderful things about love.^^
Somehow, I've also learned a lot of lessons which I know will help me to grow as a person too.

SOEUL= Forever and will always be in my <3. PS. I just became a SOEULMate at SOEUL thread at Soompi.Hehe. And I found this youtube vid to be really awesome.

MOIRAI Mini-Movie [SoEul-BOF] Part 1
MOIRAI Mini-Movie [SoEul-BOF] Part 2

I already saw the first part last two months ago and the second part was just released last week. I really recommend this. SOEUL Awesomeness created by DBLTwins.

Saranghaeyo Minna san!<3

IS IT JULY YET?

2009-04-17T15:38:00.006+08:00

OMG! It's out! It's out!

Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince's 5th Trailer, and is also the final one, is already released! It's definitely the most amazing trailer I have seen so far! My! The moment I saw it, I was just having my mouth open in amusement. Gosh!

So here's a short summary:

Voldemort is tightening his grip on both the Muggle and wizarding worlds and Hogwarts is no longer the safe haven it once was. Harry suspects that dangers may even lie within the castle, but Dumbledore is more intent upon preparing him for the final battle that he knows is fast approaching. Together they work to find the key to unlock Voldemort's defenses and, to this end, Dumbledore recruits his old friend and colleague, the well-connected and unsuspecting bon vivant Professor Horace Slughorn, whom he believes holds crucial information. Meanwhile, the students are under attack from a very different adversary as teenage hormones rage across the ramparts. Harry finds himself more and more drawn to Ginny, but so is Dean Thomas. And Lavender Brown has decided that Ron is the one for her, only she hadn't counted on Romilda Vane's chocolates! And then there's Hermione, simpering with jealously but determined not to show her feelings. As romance blossoms, one student remains aloof. He is determined to make his mark, albeit a dark one. Love is in the air, but tragedy lies ahead and Hogwarts may never be the same again.

also Yahoo released the new HBP posters.

OMONA! IS IT JULY YET? darn!

Vid Watching.

2009-04-14T10:31:00.004+08:00

I was having great time watching these vids I found on youtube this week. Might as well share them with you. It's cuteness overload I must say.^^

Koi no ABO by NewS. I just can't help laughing out loud with this video. Its NewS' latest single and the whole concept just cracked me up. I never thought they're gonna have this kind of song as well as PV and I was really surprised. So if you need some hilarious moment to brighten up your day I definitely recommend this.

Anycall Bodyguard CF.I love this commercial becuase it features my fave BoF couple SoEulmates. The CF is kinda a spin-off of their love story from BoF. They really are the soulmates!

Yi jung and Ga Eul Final Scenes.Because I'm actually a HYD lover and this BoF is just okay to me, I didn't like Jan Di anyways. So SoEulmates is what I always love watching. I just love how the final episode went for them two. Gawd! Yi Jung's smile just petrified me.

Share the World by DBSK.So this is DBSK's Newest Japanese single. I love the song but the PV sucks. I love the concept but the effects just didn't work. Anyways, what counts is the song. I'm so into it right now. No wonder it's the opening song for One Piece. Watch it here.

Lollipop MV by Bigbang and 2NE1. So I'm freakin lovin thi song coz it's so cool. Yeah. This is just so cute. on the side note, this F song sweeps the hit harts all the way to number 1 for almost 2 weeks now. They really are the BOMB! With the popularity of the song comes also a parody. Click here.

I watched all of this vids everyday. I's just so addicting.LOL

Torn

2009-04-14T10:15:00.003+08:00

I'm torn right now. Torn between two parties.
I don't know what to do. I feel so stressed thinking about it these days.
Seriously, how does it feel to see your friends in a 'war'?
I'm no pro and anti to both of them. I'm putting myself in the middle.
Nah! It's making my head crazy. This is why I hate secrets, personal life and work.
It just don't really fit at all. If only I could quit in this game.
It's no fair play. Everything just needs to be tricked.
T_T

Yeah. This is the reason why I can't even post an entry in here. Gomenasai!

Yeah...coz I'm busy.

2009-04-01T17:14:00.003+08:00

And I'm back after a week of BUSYness.XP

I was juggling with cooking and some extra stuff all together. Its summer after all and I decided to learn some extra cooking skills from my Ate Shie. TOTAL FAIL for me because I always end up having some knife cuts on my hands whenever I sliced meats and vegies. But what made me amused is the fact that I can sliced onions without crying.LOL I dunno but I just think its cool for me to do that.

Anyways, I wasn't able to post in here lately because my computer was crushed again. Crushed? Oh, I mean, having some system problem again and I reformatted it. I was installing all the back up files too. And it took hard time for me with my photoshop since its gone crazy again. After 4 days [yeah it took me that long] of working on it, at last its back to normal. Plus, my keyboard is a piece of crap. I can't type at all and I needed to sacrifice myself using the onscreen keyboard.Aish!

Why do I have to go through all of this? Since today is April 1, I seriously hope nothing like this would happen. My!

Well, my fandoms are doing well.Haha! Female Bigbang is 2NE1. And I can't wait for their Full MV of their Lollipop CF. Appearing with Bigbang, everything just turned out so cool.

And Sandara! Whoa! Her hair just made me ROTFLMAO to the maxx. That hair is a total fail but I guess that gives her a personality. She's truly a krung-krung after all. Good thing she's back in the entertainment scene though a lot of people dislike her. They'll be debuting in May so I guess people just need to see them first before judging them. They might just eat their own words after all.

Hmmm..I'm missing my friends and my family too. See you soon, guys! Miss you a lot!<3

Okay, I'll Stay.

2009-03-20T14:48:00.009+08:00

Just so you know, I'll be spending my two-year anniversary here in Tagum City on May 11. It was two years ago when I decided to leave home and stay here in Grandma's place. It was quite fun spending my days in here. I've made new friends too. But lately, I felt really exhausted with all the people around me. I've been trying to adjust myself but then I guess I can't take it anymore. I miss my home and my mama and papa and my wicked bro. I miss my bed. T_T

I talked with my cousin that I'm going home soon but she said I need to stay up til May so that I would be able to join their Fiesta celebration. I thought about it all the time and in the end I agreed with what my cousin had told me. OK. I'll stay. I just hope there's really a good reason for me to stay one more month in here. But I was really sad thinking that I would leave. It means a lot of things. Leaving Grandma's place only means LESS internet surfing. Huhu. I don't have computer in our house. I would really miss my FANDOMS. They're my everything. I just hope my big cousin already bought a laptop just what he had told me when I last called him before he hung up on the phone.Haayyy.

FANGIRLISM is so important to me. Not to mention that Kim Hyung Joong is included in my list.

He is such a HOTTIE isn't it? My fangirling life wouldn't be complete without a glance on my lovable oppa, Kim Jaejoong! Ahahah! Jaejoongie is the hottest in the world!

And tell me his drawing isn't cute. I don't get what kind of animal he drew.LOL Is it a dog or a cow? I can't really tell. Well, BigEast must be really lucky to have a glance of that

IF YOU SEEK AMY

2009-03-14T11:25:00.006+08:00

I didn't like how things turned out this week.T_T

Right now, crying is the best way too express what I really feel inside. I can't feel the existence of happiness around me. It seems like I was stocked up in a locked room and no one's there to save me. This is the time I learned that being alone is the worst thing in the world.

I badly need someone to cry on and someone that would comfort me. But my life now is really messed up by effin people. The ones that I was friends with and people whom I trust turned me down. Maybe I could be friends with them again but I guess what's broken cannot be fixed from what it was used to be. I admit it was also one of my fault why we went like this but it wasn't all my fault after all. They may say I've changed but honestly, it was because of them that I am what I am right now. They're the one who taught me how.

My old friends describes me as the person who doesn't know how to get mad at my friends. I don't think they could still say that. I'm a new person now. I'm straightforward and frank. I'm not that shy now. I know how to face people straight into their eye. I don't get starstruck anymore when talking to pretty boys. I realized they're too lucky if I get speechless in front of them just because of their drop dead gorgeous looks. Nah! I criticize a lot but very open to people's constructive criticisms. I have a 180 degree wide of understanding now than I was before. I try to be the very honest girl that I am. I just found out that lies fuck my life. But no matter how strong person I am now I'm still that weak girl that I used to be. I pity puppies.

And I'm thankful myself for being a fangirl. My fandoms are so great. They all make me happy. Every spazz and buzz lifts me up.Hehe.

Super Junior's comeback single Sorry Sorry just hooked me up. I love the black and white concept of the MV and of course the beat of the song is so catchy. I even sing and hum it now when I woke up. It was released yesterday and their live performance at the Music Bank rocks! I'm not actually a SuJu fan and this is the first time that I found myself so into them.Haha! Sadly speaking, the "13eyond Your Imagination" theme doesn't work this time. SuJu member Kibum is not in Korea right now and is in the States. Her mother got sick. T_T

But talking about comebacks, Sandara Park and her female group's debut was pushed......yet again by YG. The supposed to be April debut was moved to May with YG saying that they need more songs and finalize the name of the said Female Bigbang. Read the whole article here.

And so much for Korean stuffs, let me take you to Japanese addiction. Haha! I just SMILEd beamly when I checked my LJ today and found out this:

image by bittersweet_bun

Yeah! SMILE CM is out. It's the dorama I'll be watching when Spring comes. I love MatsuJun's hair, socute. Aragaki too is kawaii, as usual. Watch the CM here.

Right after Akai Ito had its final finale last month I immediately watched Love Shuffle. I thought this dorama sucks but since everyone's been talking about this all the time, I got myself to watch it and voila! I got hooked on it too. Love shuffling to me isn't really a good idea but watching this dorama made me changed my mind. Right now, I think love shuffling is a fun and a great experience. It's episode 9 already and I haven't watch it yet. I'm waiting for the subs. Somehow, episode 8 is dreadful for my favorite character Ojiro. He's fall down on losing Kairi is so depressing. They're my fave couple in this show. I just hope OjiroxKairi scenes do exist in episode 8. I miss them.

Some behind the scenes of OjiroxKairi.

Yeah! Panda! Haha!

Well, wondering about my entry title?

it's Britney's song bitch!

"Love me hate me, say what you want about me
But all of the boys and all of the girls are begging to
if you seek Amy
Love me hate me, but can't you see what I see?
But all of the boys and all of the girls are begging to
if you seek Amy
Love me hate me"

IF+YOU+SEE+K+AMY=FUCK ME

get it?

Change of Heart

2009-03-11T16:56:00.002+08:00

Yebah! Yeah! As you can see I've changed my Haruma Miura skin to Kim Jaejoong. Geez!
Don't worry guys I still love my Haruma. He will always be my number one! But recently I just got obsessed with Jaejoong.Ahaha! Blame their Kiss The Baby Sky PV, their newest single next to Surbaiboh (Survivor) PV. Yeah! That's the first song in my new playlist^^. Its their cutest song next to Balloons. I love the concept of the PV although it looks like low-bugeted. But the boys were so happy in the PV and I love the way that they were smiley the whole time of the song. They didn't dance but that's what makes it carefree. Handsdown to Yoochun for coming up this song. You're such a genius! Ahaha! I love the way the PV started with Yoochun. And my most favorite part in there was their jumps! Kiyaah! It cheers me up. I wanna jump too.XP

I'm kinda sad and depressed these days. And this PV makes me relaxed. So much for my love, check out the PV!<3

check out my Multiply for TVXQ scans.Ja!

Akai Ito ReView

2009-03-05T17:08:00.005+08:00

Their fate was already decided. And I'm glad it ended the way I wanted it to be.

Akai Ito Episode 11 concluded all the hesitations and predictions among the viewers of the drama. It was really a great finale. Mei and Akun really did get together in the end. I was even afraid to watch the ending thinking that they will not end up together. Imagine all those harships and pains they've gone together, involving the people around them, and the unexpected consequences that happened, you would possibly think that Mei and Akun aren't destined for each other. But I'm glad that fate between them did stick up in the end.

I really love this drama. Not because it involves high school life but by the reality it shows in the story. It's not just about love, its also about trust, forgiveness and friendship. I admire the cast a lot. They protrayed their roles well and their acting is what makes them excellent. They didn't exaggerate. They were very natural. But moreover, I was really impressed by Minamisawa Nao. She's the best part of the drama. She moved me. The way she played Mei is perfect. And how I wish I have the same personality as her. She symbolizes hope in almost every character in the drama.

The way Akun confessed his true feelings for Mei is so heartwarming. I can feel his love for Mei. I wish there would be a special for this but ita okay. The way how this drama is straightforward in some other scenes is just right. Over all, this is really a recommendable drama.

Major Fandom Post

2009-02-24T12:55:00.008+08:00

I had to make this major fandom post today since this contains a lot of topics.
I don't want to post it individually because I don't have enough time.<3

Boys Over Flowers Episode 15

I could say that yesterday, Boys Over Flowers Episode 15, is the best episode yet.
I was hating myself last night because I don't want to be spoiled again since I still haven't watch Episodes 13-14. But I was too foolish to stop myself from watching it. I was regretful that I went to check BoF's thread at Soompi. I saw the links in there. Moreover, my ever sacred fangirl principle was crushed again. I watched it in youtube and it was subbed in English.T_T [But I'm not blaming Arashi for uploading it in there. I must be thankful of her.]

What made this episode really great is because of Hyun Joong. Yeah! You better blame him for dressing himself, cutting his hair and even putting a piercing.O_O!!!

I've got nothing to say. I just cracked up seeing his new image. I even just screamed so loud especially when he smiles. And to make him more handsome and a total eye-candy was when he sang an acoustic version of Because I'm Stupid. Kiyaaah! My foolish heart was caught by him and I don't have any plans of escaping.Haha!

Now, I wanna die but then I still need to watch episodes 13-14. I regretted that I skipped. I'm always like that. Gomen. I suggest you better wait for WITHS2 subs. It will be up in d-addicts this week. Trust me.

I will try to makesome JiHoo icons and post it on my livejournal. I haven't posted in there for a long time now. I just hope my photoshop won't go crazy again. I was pissed off last night when it didn't open.

TVXQ Survivor PV

So the long awaited Survivor PV of TVXQ was just released yesterday. It's one of their singles next to Bolero from their Japanese Album The Secret Code.

The song is pretty catchy and upbeat. But what makes this PV unique is that among all TVXQ's Japanese songs, this one has a very Jpop tune. But still they're oozing with HAWTNESS! Changmin was very noticeable in the PV. He was so manly while Jaejoong looks cool in his hair.:D Junsu really looks cool too. he's full of energy with their dancing. Only that Yunho and Yoochun didn't have a lot screen time in the PV.

Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince- International Featurette

Much to everyone's anticipation, Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince International Teaser Trailer was shown during the Oscars. And OMG!! The trailer is just so awesome that it just caught me amazed. Now with really some high tech magic and amazing scenes one really sees.

Hope the movie is twice as much fantastic as the trailer is working for a great appetizer. I've read the book already twice and though there are scenes which got deleted in the movie, I still love the whole HBP. This is the best damn Harry Potter movie yet, I guess. And I really can't wait for July. The more I think of it, the more I'm excited.<3

The Unrelated Brothers

JUNON's April Issue is a blast. LOaded with Ikemen guys that I love, Featuring "The Unrelated Brothers" made me smile the most.

Geez! They really look like brothers! Being able to work in a number of dramas, now they worked again in Crows Zero 2. They've become pretty close now and Miura really adored Shun for being such a great actor and also for being a great mentor to him. I really can't wait for the sequel. Love them both a lot!<3

friends that is.

2009-02-23T12:17:00.002+08:00

Few days from now, it will be March and somehow I felt nervous. I dunno why..it just seems like there's going to happen. I've been thinking a lot of things lately. Just what I usually do, I am overworking myself to forget things that's been bugging my mind and also to feel relax from being nervous.

I just made a blog for my online friend, Hena. Yeah, she's that special to me. She's my textmate wayback 2 years ago. I love her so much. I miss the way we talk about things through sms. Those days we're really fun. The way we became friends was kinda hilarious coz we started out as enemies. Hmm..not exactly enemies but we hate each other. Haha. Exchanging weird and silly text messages and even including some Harry Potter spells.Haha.

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I'm feeling tired and homesick again.
I wanna spend more time with my friends.
Hang out together and spending great memories.
Jopet was kinda irritable these days.
He keeps disturbing me with his thoughts.
Jopet, you know I love you as my friend but please, stop being stupid.
I like your korean cellphone though. It's cute and classy.<3

HUGS

2009-02-20T17:29:00.007+08:00

My! I've watched it just the other day but still, I can't help myself from being so overwhelmed or should I say, anticipated with the best scene from Mei-chan No Shitsuji's Episode 5.

KIYAAAAAAAAAAAHH!!!

RIHITO HUGGED MEI!!

Look at Mei's face. She must have really been shocked. And Rihito was so full of love when he hugged her. He's in love with his master! Geez! And master loves her butler too! Perfect!

The Episode 6 was already aired but I'm still waiting for the subs. I've read the spoilers and I can't wait to watch it now!

I know it will be a bit longer for me to wait since TimelesSub is doing it pretty slow because of those stupid people who keeps ranting. Baka janai!

Hope it's up on D-addicts this week.T_T

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I wasn't obedient with my principle as a fangirl. Just last night, I watched a subbed video of the Akai Ito episode 9 on youtube. I don't watch subbed vids uploaded on streaming sites as my way of support to the official fansubbing team. But then I forgot all about it when it started playing. So as to not to ruin my principle no more, i won't give you the link.[Bleeh!]

I used to call myself the Ms. Spoiler, so I'll give you one of the best scenes which you must watch.

NISHINO HUGGED MEI!!

It's just so heartwarming seeing them together again after so many things that happened between them and the break up that they had. And what's more amazing during this scene are those things that he said.

[I'll post it here when I got the official subbed version. It's a very great line.]

The end is near but still, I dunno what lies ahead Mei and Nishino.
Will they end up together in the end just like what they believe that they are destined by fate?
Well..let's wait for the last two episodes. Shouldn't miss it for sure!

Valentine's Day Sucks!

2009-02-16T12:41:00.004+08:00

I love the date itself.
I just hate the way things happened during that day.

I just celebrated my 18th Valentine's Day.
Yeah, still SINGLE and happy with the way things go on with my life.
I didn't wear a red tee but my jeans.
I was asked for a date, but I refused all of their invitations.[I know,I'm that bad.]
But in the end, I found myself accompanying my friend with her date on a certain guy.T_T
I was planning to sleep early targeting 8 hours of sleep. But I failed.

On our way to the City Hall..
I was walking one meter ahead of them. I don't want to hear any of their conversations and just made myself went busy replying all the text messages I received.
I borrowed my cousin's cellphone that time so I was glad I was able to greet Analou.
Yeah,just Analou since I only remember her number out of all the contacts I have on my phone.The sim on the cp isn't mine.

I met Shandy. She eyed me while she was eating barbeque.
So she went with me. We're at the city hall already and the crowd was filled with lots people namely the EMOs, the bitches, boyfriends, girlfriends, and loners like me, wandering around.
We sat at the bench near us. After a few minutes, my friend told me that they're going to go somewhere.
I told her I'll go with them too. But she insisted that I should just stay with Shandy because they'll come back immediately.
I doubted her but trusted her and allowed her to left me.

30 minutes passed, still, they're not back.
Shandy was telling me that we should just go to Gold City to disco and party.
I told her to wait first for my friend to come back.
But then another 30 minutes passed..and so on..
My friend didn't come back to fetch me.
I was calm after all...but I got pissed.
And then the thought of sleeping early just got to my mind and I regret it.
I even lost interest to go disco and party.
Darn..my dearest friend.

I was in the middle of the crowd when I saw my guyfriends Jake,Jopet,Sen,and Nan.
The fact that they saw me too, they all started yelling my name and I was embarrassed.
They asked me to treat them at the Kwek-Kwek stall since they're hungry.
I don't want to spend money. That's what I also said to myself.
But I was really pissed with what happened and found myself eating kwek-kwek with them.
I don't like kwek-kwek, after all. It makes me sick.

Being the only girl among the four boys, I felt comfortable though.
Maybe because I knew them and they're like my brothers.
We we're just looking at the passerby's and criticize every EMO and gays that we saw the whole time we were there.
It was fun and I was just laughing all the time.
Nan told me that they failed with their plan for the Valentine's Day.
They're suppose to avoid every girls that will come to them.
But they weren't able to avoid me.Haha.

They accompanied me when I was about to go home.
We decided to just walk. It was a long walk but I enjoyed it.
Cracking jokes all the time. I almost got nosebleed laughing.
Thanks guys, somehow I could still call it a Happy Valentine's Day.

LESSON LEARNED:
I must not believe and trust people now.

Sandara Finally Debuts in Korea

2009-02-13T11:31:00.010+08:00

The big switch is on.

The spotlight's now ready for her.

The Krung-Krung is now back.

It's her time now to shine.

The Comeback

She left the Philippines in the midst of her fame 2 years ago and went back to Korea. And now, Sandara Park is returning in the entertainment scene via korean drama The Return of Iljamae as Rie, a Japanese ninja who fell in love with the main character Iljamae who is played by Jung Il Woo. The episode where she is going to appear was already aired and everyone's surprised to see a kissing scene of her with Il Woo.

Sandara's lucky enough to get to work with the hottest korean males and get to kissed them on the lips.Haha! [I'm kinda jealous!Arghh!]

It seems Sandara's wish to have a career in Korea is slowly coming true. She already acted in Gummy's I'm Sorry music video with Bigbang member TOP. Sandara's now being managed by YG Entertainment which is also the management holding both TOP and Gummy.

Sandara became the most talked about girl in Korea when she kissed TOP in the MV. Much to everyone's anticipation, she was also the center of criticism among TOP's fans and the netizens.Although she was enormously popular with the teen/young-adult market, critics had panned Park for being "all hype, and no substance" but many people still believed that she has what it takes to be a star, and that she just needed to develop her craft. It even became worst when rumors pop-up saying that she will be launch as one of the members of YG's newest female group. But it was then confirmed lately that Sandara is really one of the members of the said girl group. Although the name of the group has not yet finalized, She will debut along with CL, Park Bom, Kong Minji and Kim Bo Hyoung in April, 2009 as part of YG's female version of Big Bang.

I hope to see more of her soon as she starts her singing career. I'm not really a fan of her but I do adore her personality. She's pretty and cute and she's honest to every single word she says. And most of all, she tries and give her best to achieve her dreams. I think she can do more now since she's speaking her own native language and with that she can now really express what she wants.

Aja, Sandy!

KAT-TUN One Drop PV

2009-02-08T22:33:00.003+08:00

It was released just this day. I saw it and I was like:

Yay! KAT-TUN's latest PV is so drop dead gorgeous!
Ahh...I mean, they're so HAWT!*drools*
I've already heard this song when I watched Kami no Shizuku.
It's the soundtrack of the drama Kame's starring in.
Geez..I knew it was their song! Right from the moment I heard it.

PREVIEW:

graphics by kimmyxfleur

The PV is just so awesome. It was so cool.
And the limos! Yatta! And the black suits did fit them!

Kame was so hot. I love his hair and Jin was beautiful.Haha!
And Junno! Whoa! He's very handsome now. I like him.
Maru and Koki were great too.

Okey.so I'll give it 5/5.Satisfied?

Omedetou Haruma!

2009-02-07T16:14:00.006+08:00

So I was supposed to blog this right after I learned about this news,
but then i was waiting for the vid that's why it took me a little time to post this.

Yatta! Haruma Miura just won two awards.
First he won and ranked first in the recently Oricon Best New Comer Awards 2009.
And just this February, he again won another special award.
At the Elandor Prize Ceremony, he was awarded Rookie of the Year together with Aoi Miyazaki, Meisa Kuroki, Erika Toda, Matsuda Shota, and Eita.

just two cute remarks:
- Haruma gets along with Oguri Shun in private life.*kakkoii*
- When asked who his rival is, he answered: "Sato Takeru"..XDD
- Haruma has no plans for Valentine's Day..~~~*yatta!*

I found also new pictures of him in his tea blog. I thought he's no longer updating it, but I found out that he has three entries this January.

Waah! He's so cute in the last pic. He wrote in his website too, that he'll be on hiatus updating his blog since he'll be busy finishing some works. But he said we;ll be seeing more of him soon.XP

Change of Heart

2009-02-06T19:32:00.003+08:00

From now on, I will love Kim Hyun Joong.<3
The SS501 Leader and Korean Hanazawa Rui recently caught my heart.*sighs*
Thanks to TVaddict for suggesting We Got Married.
Yeah, I definitely love him in there. I totally fell in love with his gestures.
I don't like him at first when I saw him on BoF.
But he eventually grew on me:D
Kim Hyun Joong, saranghe!<3

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The HBP posters we're just released today!
yipey! It WOW-ed me a lot! Accio July!

Manga Reading

2009-02-04T14:42:00.002+08:00

Right now, I'm into reading mangas.
Haha. I never thought it would be this fun.
I started reading Kimi no Todoke.
Too bad the manga has already been licensed so i won't be able to read the continuation of it.
I have read the Mei-chan no Shitsuji.
Well, I just read it so that I would be able to differentiate the difference between the manga and the live action series that I'm currently watching right now.
So far, I like both the manga and the live adaptation.
There were twists in the story which made it more interesting.
My guy friends too got hooked in reading mangas.
One of my guyfriends actually read the Absolute Boyfriend and fell in love with the story.LOL

Yatta!

2009-01-31T18:35:00.002+08:00

At last I already watched the first episodes of Mei-chan No Shitsuji and Kame no Shizuku. I find them both as nice dramas. It's still the pilot episode so I can't tell anything about it at all.

Mei-chan's more on a comedy. Somehow it has a Hana Kimi touch to me since five of the cast were from Hana Kimi too.But I still like it. Its my first time watching Nana Eikara. Though I've already seen her in Proposal Daisakusen, I haven't noticed her acting that much since she only played a light character in the story and I haven't watched her movie with Jun Matsumoto too. So I can say that this is my first time seeing Nana. She's not as drop dead gorgeous as Yui Aragaki and as cute as Maki Horikita but I like her. I totally adored her as Mei. She's just so natural but her hair is distracting. I have read the first 5 pages of the manga and i didn't expect her hair to be that short. It would've been more nice if its a bit longer. Well, Hiro is just so perfect as Rihito-sama. He's so fine and charming. I fell in love with his gentleness.XP And of course, Sato Takeru is so,so different from his character in BM. He's so loud and funny. Haha. The Episode 2 preview is exciting. can't wait for the subs!

Kami no Shizuku is also nice.Plus, it's Kame! Its funny too. And Naka Riisa is cute. I think both of them have a good tandem. And I like it because I also learn something about wines. can't wait for the next episode too.

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There's going to be a Gokusen SP, they say. Waa. Haruma again.XP

Inspiration Pls

2009-01-29T13:04:00.003+08:00

I've been thinking about this for the whole time.

Why can't I write?

It was then that I realized the importance of having an inspiration.
I love writing. I dunno why I love doing this thing. But one thing's for sure.
I'm happy whenever I write and I'm happy whenever I came out with a nice story.

But lately, I've gone through hardships in writing.
I'm struggling up until now. It seems my mind is empty.
Don't get me wrong. Of course, I'm not a professional writer.
But I won't deny the fact that I've got talent into things like this.
And its just so depressing for me to be like this.
I lack inspiration and that's what makes me frustrated.
And I wonder when will be time to have someone, something that would make me inspired
and finally get myself on the track again.

I wanna write.
And I'm missing it.
T_T

Sorry

2009-01-25T14:54:00.003+08:00

So it happened last January 12.
It was his birthday but I never greeted him.
His my friend and he likes me.
But I don't like him.
I treated him like a brother.
But it was unusual that very day.
He did something to me which made me upset.
I got mad coz I never thought he would do that to me.
Worst is that I trusted him and it hurts.
Now, I dunno if I can forgive him.
He crossed the line.
And that's the end.
Sorry.
T_T

fangirling stat

2009-01-10T16:47:00.002+08:00

With the new set of jdramas this Winter season, I have came up on a few list of the doramas I'll be watching.XP

1.VOICE starring Eita, Ikuta Toma, Ishihara Satomi.The story revolves around a group of five medical students enrolled in a seminar on forensic pathology. Kaji Daiki noted for his keen perception and strong intuition, along with the other students work on uncovering the mysteries of the corpses they examine.

2.MEI-HAN NO SHITSUJI starring Mizushima Hiro, Eikura Nana.The story revolves around a young woman named Mei who finally finds the "butler of her dreams", whom she has been searching for since a past encounter.

3.KAMI NO SHIZUKU starring Kamenashi Kazuya.The story revolves around a young man whose father, a world-famous wine critic, suddenly dies. In order to take over his father's vast wine collection, he must face off against his adopted brother in a contest to find specific wines, even though he originally has no knowledge of wines.

4.LOVE SHUFFLE starring Tamaki Hiroshi, Karina , Matsuda Shota.Usami Kei is a manager at an IT company who breaks off his engagement to Mei, the president's daughter. Later at his apartment, a power failure leaves him trapped in an elevator with three other residents: Ojiro, Airu and Masato. While waiting, their conversation hits upon the question of whether there is truly only one fated partner for everyone. As a result, they decide to run an experiment by "shuffling" their relationships with one another.

5.AKAI ITO starring Minamisawa Nao ,Mizobata Junpei.The story was one of the best-selling novels of 2007, it revolves around the "red thread of fate" connecting the young pair Mei and Atsushi and the trials they face.

I've already watched the Akai Ito up until episode 3. The drama's nice and I can't wait to watch it with the upcoming episodes.XP

2008 Flashbacks

2009-01-07T11:36:00.003+08:00

I hope I was never too late into posting this kind of entry. So here's my random list of the infamous events happened in 2008.

Jam, pagaya.hehe.

-missed the ninth morning of misa de gallo.T_T
-had a phone conversation with ROBI.=)
-spent Christmas with my favorite Tita.
-learned photoshop!haha!
-got addicted to pbbte plus.
-i became a total insomniac.
-i had a lot of pimples!grr.
-fangirling a lot!
-i realized Japanese dramas are great.
-had a fight with my friend,Jake..and
-we reconciled!
-learned how to cook!XP
-created a livejournal account.
-laughed a lot!
-teased by everyone for something
-betrayed
-deceived
-hated someone
-got upset by the unexpected person
-made a lot of friends
-reunited with sampolaki!
-got addicted to reading mangas
-rejected people and
-rejected by people
-lessened my nightlife partying with friends
-got serious problems
-read Twilight series
-admired someone younger than me
-worried a lot
-loved by the unexpected people
-missed
-courted by some guys
-had a diet but failed.

It ends there.Maybe I'll add more.Happy New YEar, minna!XP

XP

2008-12-19T16:05:00.002+08:00

It's been a while when I last wrote in here. I was kinda busy these past few days doing a lot of stuffs.XP

As usual, still lacking from sleep. I tried to sleep early as I can but I just can't close my eyes when I'm already in bed. I'm definitely an insomniac now. And can I say that its worst now? Haha. I'm drop dead sleepy by 12 midnight and I need to get up as early as 3 o'clock in the morning for the Misa de Gallo. Yeah. So far, I survived. I already completed 4 mornings, 5 more mornings to go. I really wish I could make it 'til the ninth morning and see the change myself *crossed fingers*.

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I'm kinda sad. I'll be having my vacation after Christmas. I'll be spending my New Year at Digos and that means I won't be able to watch my jodoramas.T_T I don't have computer in there. I guess, I'll be hanging out with my friends.YOSH. Gambatte ne!

Pressure

2008-12-14T16:44:00.002+08:00

Hello...again. I just learned how to cook using a pressure cooker. Haha. Napressure din ako. I'm still having my cooking tutorial with my cousin.Well, every twice a week. I'm very interested into cooking right now. It's fun and worth learning. Now, I was thinking if maybe I can pursue a culinary course. It just came to my head, that silly thought. Haha. I never imagined myself getting a course like that. So, its really a weird feeling but I'm really happy with it. I wanna learn more.>0<~

Anyways, Christmas is really fast approaching. Can't wait to come home. I have lots of things I wanted on my wish list and I'm doubtful about it if I can get all of it.

I really hope there's a sudden, beautiful change that would come my way this 2009. I'm not expecting for it to happen but I hope it will.

Gambatte!Fighting!

XP

Hehe.

2008-12-09T17:59:00.003+08:00

Whoops. I'm just happy today. I was able to make a good deed. I'm not going to say it here. Better figure it out, I guess.[If you can!] Haha. It's so charitable and overwhelming.

So, update? Okay, I know how to cook already. Yeah. I had a quick workshop with my cousin. Hehe. Actually, I'm not really interested in cooking. But voila! Now I'm liking it. Simply simple lang pala. Haha. Never thought at all. So, maybe if I come back home, I'm gonna cook for them. Adobo will be fine, I think. Haha.

2008-12-07T13:30:00.002+08:00

Just like the usual, my life has always been this bored. Nothing has changed. I can't wait for the Christmas vacation. I really want to relax and recreate myself as much as I want. After all, I didn't have enough sleep this year. Everyday is a restless day and I think I'm getting used to it. Big eyebags under my eyes. Reddish pimples on my face.Argghh. Its making me sick.

Lately, I was hating a lot of people around me. Including those I trust. I always thought they're for real but that was just a bluff. They deceived me. And it hurts me a lot. I used to trust and believe to people but not now. Not anymore. So let me speak it in my language: "Pakshet sila. Giilad lang ko nila. Makarma unta sila. Mga walay batasan."

I don't act on impulse. And I'm not that shallow to believe what others are telling me. I can simply tell my judgment on my own. I mean, I'm at the right age. But then, I also hate those who underestimate my capabilities. I got pissed off having people like that around me.

Miura: And He grow, grow, grow!

2008-12-01T16:21:00.002+08:00

I just finished watching Bloody Monday episode 8. Blimey! Miura Haruma made me cry!
That was the best crying scene he's done. He did really well and I just kept on smiling while my eyes were on tears. That was the best episode yet. And Takeru, he made me cry too. Awesome acting from the both of them, well actually, all of them. Ad for Miura, he's really growing as an actor. I can see that he's serious in his craft and I think he really works hard for this drama since it is his first lead role. He always do his best. Being the Kiri-chan in 14 Sai no Haha to Takagi Fujimaru in BM, I can only say good words for him. He's really great that's why I admire him a lot. He's been playing different kind of roles and indeed, he did gave justice in portraying those characters.

Bloody Monday is the best drama he did this year. Gokusen 3 was good but BM is more on heavy drama and he's showing a lot. The expressions he does in his face, the anger, the sorrow, the emotion-everything-you can feel it. I'm giving him my Best Actor Award for this. He really deserves it!

Fvcked Up.

2008-11-27T14:14:00.002+08:00

So yeah. I'm crying while I was writing this post. Seriously, I'm very pissed off.

I'm really tired of all these things around me. And I really hate it so much.

No freedom at all. And that makes me fvcked up.

And just when I was starting to make my move, gumawa sila ng bagay na ikinasama ng loob ko.

Pls. naman. nababagot na ako.
pagod na ako.
hindi na ako masaya.
sana naman mapansin niyo ako.
at itong nararamdaman ko.
ang selfish kasi e.
and I'm sick of you.

Bloody Hell and Kawaiiness

2008-11-17T15:49:00.003+08:00

BLOODY HELL.Kiyaaah! HBP's third trailer is out! It's so nice and the Ginny-kissing-Harry scene was also shown..though it was so fast.Haha.

KAWAIINESS.At last I was able to see Haruma Miura's 2009 Calendar. And all the pics were so cute!

pic credits to yamada_taro at LJ. click here to see more pics.

This week is kinda exhausting. I'm always tired and always lack in sleep. Thanks for these great things, and I was able to relax. Haha! Baka, ne? Then so be it.XP

status

2008-11-13T10:18:00.002+08:00

friendship is just like seasons.

masaya pag winter,
nagkakaisa pag summer,
nag-aaway pag fall,
at nagbabati kapag spring.

nasa fall season ang status ko.
i just hope, maging okey ang lahat kapag spring.

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mixed

2008-11-11T14:27:00.002+08:00

hating but loving..
sad and bitter..
maraming iniisip..
may namimiss..
under pressure..
gustong tumakas..
gustong magwala..
may gustong sakalin..
parang naiiyak..

yan ang nafifeel ko ngayon.T_T

2008-11-01T14:15:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday to my super papa in the world!

Happy Birthday PAPA!

Wishing you more birthdays to come. hehe!

Love you po always!

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KIYAAAAAAAAAAAHHH.

2008-10-29T16:25:00.000+08:00

With all the boring and monotonous things I've done these days, I was happy I was able to feel some thrill and excitement. Yeah. And it's all because of the second trailer of HBP. Have you seen it..Isn't it cool and amazing.. It's the best Hp trailer I've ever seen. The first one was nice too but I like the second one. It shows more of what's in the sixth movie, and the scenes were really great. And not to mention the ever daring kiss in HBP between Ron and Lavender. OMG. Haha. Everything about the trailer is really cool.

And yeah! That comical scene between Emma and Dan. Whoa! Dan was so, so hot when he said, ..but I AM the chosen one. Gyabu. And Emma was so funny in there. It's one of the best scenes I'm looking forward to watch. Geez. If only the sched wasn't moved, then maybe I am hallucinating now.Haha. Good thing its going to be Twilight this November, which is my favorite too. And Quidditch is back. Oh I really miss it.

Well, apart from feeling so excited about my addiction, I was a bit troubled too these days. I've been thinking a lot of things concerning my family and myself. Yeah. Still feeling homesick. Yesterday was my Kuya Sher's birthday. He's maybe 26 now. I'm not sure. I haven't seen him for a long time. I really want to see him.

It's going to be November next week and it will be Papa's birthday. It will be on the 1st. I really want to greet him personally but time just wont allow me. And I'm really wishing that this December, we'll be having a really great Christmas together. Since I missed a lot of family occasions this year, I want it to be the best. Also, I'm planning to complete the nine mornings. I wanna make my wish come true. It's still the same wish I had last year.

That's all for now. Hope I'll make it. Good Luck to me.

PS,

I just finished watching Hana Kimi Special. Love is the word. hehe.

Oh Its Always Love After All

2008-10-24T18:19:00.000+08:00

Yosh! Just finished updating in here. And i totally fell in love with my new layout now. So cool and so nice. I love it. I had a fine day today although I got irritated to some things. I hate my Lola. No, not hate actually. It's just that she always got me pissed and I really don't like it. Wish I was dumb but I'm not. Lately, she's been treating me differently. And I just can't help myself got mad at her. And I miss my mom. I wanna cry but I can't. She's been sending me text messages lately asking if everything is okay with me. And I just tell her that I'm doing fine in here, nothing to worry about. I miss home now. I miss dad and my bro. Can't wait to see the house again.

And i also can't wait to watch Bloody Monday tommorow. The story now is getting interesting and i just love Haruma's acting chops in there. And because I always love Haruma, I almost freak out when I saw his photo from Myojo magazine. I saw the scan early this morning when I logged on in my livejournal.

Now, Can you not freak out with that look! Gosh! Haha!

Okey, bye for now!

I'm back and kicking!

2008-10-23T11:43:00.000+08:00

Wee. I'm back! haha! I got my photoshop fixed already. But i was so pissed with my LJ now. I have problem everytime I post and try to do the LJ-cut with my entry. It doesn't hide. Does anyone have the same problem with mine, too? T_T

Bye for now. I have loads of things and stuffs to do today. Ja!

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2008-10-20T09:39:00.000+08:00

Gomen for not updating here recently. I'm on hiatus now. And I'm currently reinstalling all the programs here in my computer. My uncle reformatted it without asking my permission. Huhu. He did it again. i was able to successfully install back all the other programs but I have problems with my photoshop. Arghh. I'm planning to do some avies pa naman for my livejournal and make a Robi Domingo banner as well. Kainis tlga. Sucks! I'm aat my limit though. So help me, GOD! T_T

Of posers, haters and losers

2008-10-17T12:44:00.000+08:00

Just when I was typing this entry nang malaman kong isang poser pala ang nagreply sakin sa pinost kong message kagabi sa PEX. Using the username rosethorne143, ilan sa mga ROBilievers ay nagulat dahil sa naging reply niya sa post ko. Si OJ na isa naming kasamahan sa ROBilievers ay may username na rosethorne. And that rosethorne143, is using OJ's username para manggulo sa thread namin and of course, siraan din si OJ. But luckily, ROBilievers are not that stupid. Deadma is the medicine for such posers like him/her.

POSER-one who pretends to be someone whose not.

I hate posers, really. At alam kong kaya sila nagpapakaposer dahil mas lamang yung galit nila, yung insecurities nila at dahil talunan sila. Sana lang makarma sila sa mga nonsense na pinaggagawa nila. Diba,diba?

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Maki, All Grown Up

2008-10-16T15:17:00.000+08:00

HOT.GORGEOUS.BUTT-KICKING.Who would ever thought that these words would then finally fit to describe Japanese Actress Maki Horikita. In her recent S photobook, Maki sets to reveal the other side of her personality by posing more daring and more sophisticated look. She's always been the cute and pretty Maki, but with her new image now, it only proves that Maki is all grown up.

Well, it was right around the middle of the Hana Kimi fever when Maki was featured in Playboy Magazine. And I called it the photoshoot that launched the Maki is Hot theory into the fandom.
Right now, Maki is busy filming her new drama series Innocent Love and is set to air this October. She's been in a lot of commercials right now too. Sugoii, MAki!

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Robi the Pinoy Bishie

2008-10-14T21:04:00.000+08:00

BISHIE-short for Bishōnen (美少年, Bishōnen? also transliterated bishounen (help·info)), is a Japanese term literally meaning "beautiful boy, or beautiful youth."

And indeed, Robi is such a bishie with his eye-captivating look now.haha! Yes! Eye-captivating. His hotter than before! And just like what I've promised, here is a pic taken by my friends from ROBIlievers family during his guesting yesterday on Boy and Kris. Well, just this pic because its the one that he really looks good!

He will play piano on BnK since the topic of the show will be about talents.Hawtness RObi! Love his hair!

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YOSH!!

2008-10-14T13:25:00.000+08:00

YO! At last, I managed to get a layout for my blog. BIGBANG it is! Haha! I'm a Bigbang fan too. Anyways, as you can see, my blog isn't that finish yet. Well, I have lots of things to do first and a lot of my sites to update. I'm almost at my limit. Geez! I'll be posting here from time to time now. I'm no longer updating my Tumblr although I still visit it at times.

I've been busy at my livejournal these past few days. It's because it is where I can get updates, really recent updates about my fandoms-Haruma Miura, Harry Potter, Twilight,etc. Last night I was able to watch Bloody Monday of my ever dearest Haruma Miura-san. KAkkoii!! The first episode was good! Pretty interesting and a bit of a comedy. Looking forward to episode 2.

And speaking of my fandoms, I'm a ROBI Domingo fan! Haha! Yebah! Well, at least only for ROBI. Nothing else! And I just saw his pics from his taping from Boy and Kris with Makisig Morales and TJ Trinidad. Whoa! He looked so cool! He has a new hairstyle. He's a bit like Wu Chun now! Haha! I'll be posting the pics, so hang on.

That's all for now!

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~xshamscismx~

OMG. Mukai Osamu.

Less is better, Fandoms make me happy

2NE1 First Mini Album

Dreamy melodies

Old and New Love

It's ER-ER!

OMG!*FLAILS*

YIHEE JAPANESE!

Glee TV Series

Officially 19

Random

FIRE!

SoEul in my Heart

IS IT JULY YET?

Vid Watching.

Torn

Yeah...coz I'm busy.

Okay, I'll Stay.

IF YOU SEEK AMY

Change of Heart

Akai Ito ReView

Major Fandom Post

friends that is.

HUGS

Valentine's Day Sucks!

Sandara Finally Debuts in Korea

KAT-TUN One Drop PV

Omedetou Haruma!

Change of Heart

Manga Reading

Yatta!

Inspiration Pls

Sorry

fangirling stat

2008 Flashbacks

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Pressure

Hehe.

Miura: And He grow, grow, grow!

Fvcked Up.

Bloody Hell and Kawaiiness

status

mixed

KIYAAAAAAAAAAAHHH.

Oh Its Always Love After All

I'm back and kicking!

Of posers, haters and losers

Maki, All Grown Up

Robi the Pinoy Bishie

YOSH!!

OMG!FLAILS