IF YOU SEEK AMY
Saturday, March 14, 2009 11:25 AM
I didn't like how things turned out this week.T_TRight now, crying is the best way too express what I really feel inside. I can't feel the existence of happiness around me. It seems like I was stocked up in a locked room and no one's there to save me. This is the time I learned that being alone is the worst thing in the world.
I badly need someone to cry on and someone that would comfort me. But my life now is really messed up by effin people. The ones that I was friends with and people whom I trust turned me down. Maybe I could be friends with them again but I guess what's broken cannot be fixed from what it was used to be. I admit it was also one of my fault why we went like this but it wasn't all my fault after all. They may say I've changed but honestly, it was because of them that I am what I am right now. They're the one who taught me how.
My old friends describes me as the person who doesn't know how to get mad at my friends. I don't think they could still say that. I'm a new person now. I'm straightforward and frank. I'm not that shy now. I know how to face people straight into their eye. I don't get starstruck anymore when talking to pretty boys. I realized they're too lucky if I get speechless in front of them just because of their drop dead gorgeous looks. Nah! I criticize a lot but very open to people's constructive criticisms. I have a 180 degree wide of understanding now than I was before. I try to be the very honest girl that I am. I just found out that lies fuck my life. But no matter how strong person I am now I'm still that weak girl that I used to be. I pity puppies.
And I'm thankful myself for being a fangirl. My fandoms are so great. They all make me happy. Every spazz and buzz lifts me up.Hehe.
Super Junior's comeback single Sorry Sorry just hooked me up. I love the black and white concept of the MV and of course the beat of the song is so catchy. I even sing and hum it now when I woke up. It was released yesterday and their live performance at the Music Bank rocks! I'm not actually a SuJu fan and this is the first time that I found myself so into them.Haha! Sadly speaking, the "13eyond Your Imagination" theme doesn't work this time. SuJu member Kibum is not in Korea right now and is in the States. Her mother got sick. T_T
But talking about comebacks, Sandara Park and her female group's debut was pushed......yet again by YG. The supposed to be April debut was moved to May with YG saying that they need more songs and finalize the name of the said Female Bigbang. Read the whole article here.
And so much for Korean stuffs, let me take you to Japanese addiction. Haha! I just SMILEd beamly when I checked my LJ today and found out this:
Yeah! SMILE CM is out. It's the dorama I'll be watching when Spring comes. I love MatsuJun's hair, socute. Aragaki too is kawaii, as usual. Watch the CM here.
Right after Akai Ito had its final finale last month I immediately watched Love Shuffle. I thought this dorama sucks but since everyone's been talking about this all the time, I got myself to watch it and voila! I got hooked on it too. Love shuffling to me isn't really a good idea but watching this dorama made me changed my mind. Right now, I think love shuffling is a fun and a great experience. It's episode 9 already and I haven't watch it yet. I'm waiting for the subs. Somehow, episode 8 is dreadful for my favorite character Ojiro. He's fall down on losing Kairi is so depressing. They're my fave couple in this show. I just hope OjiroxKairi scenes do exist in episode 8. I miss them.
Some behind the scenes of OjiroxKairi.
Yeah! Panda! Haha!
Well, wondering about my entry title?
it's Britney's song bitch!
But all of the boys and all of the girls are begging to
if you seek Amy
Love me hate me, but can't you see what I see?
But all of the boys and all of the girls are begging to
if you seek Amy
Love me hate me"
get it?
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