Paranoid


Sunday, December 7, 2008 1:30 PM
Just like the usual, my life has always been this bored. Nothing has changed. I can't wait for the Christmas vacation. I really want to relax and recreate myself as much as I want. After all, I didn't have enough sleep this year. Everyday is a restless day and I think I'm getting used to it. Big eyebags under my eyes. Reddish pimples on my face.Argghh. Its making me sick.

Lately, I was hating a lot of people around me. Including those I trust. I always thought they're for real but that was just a bluff. They deceived me. And it hurts me a lot. I used to trust and believe to people but not now. Not anymore. So let me speak it in my language: "Pakshet sila. Giilad lang ko nila. Makarma unta sila. Mga walay batasan."

I don't act on impulse. And I'm not that shallow to believe what others are telling me. I can simply tell my judgment on my own. I mean, I'm at the right age. But then, I also hate those who underestimate my capabilities. I got pissed off having people like that around me.



someone
stop the noise

i guess this is where a new chapter begins.
life is hard, oh well, it was never easy. i've done horrible stuff, i've ditched my bestest friends in bad times. i've been a saint, i've been an angel to so many people, forgiving them time and again, even when they've betrayed me countless times. and yet, i'm still me. imperfect, little me. i lose my temper when people around me are rude. particularly, when people are rude to the people i love. i've been through life. i've had perfect snapshots, and heartbreaks too. i've never ever regretted this life. its perfect in its imperfections.
its just me.

mellowdish


lost my head
i must be paranoid


that's why
my ex is still my ex
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