Sunday, December 7, 2008 1:30 PM
Just like the usual, my life has always been this bored. Nothing has changed. I can't wait for the Christmas vacation. I really want to relax and recreate myself as much as I want. After all, I didn't have enough sleep this year. Everyday is a restless day and I think I'm getting used to it. Big eyebags under my eyes. Reddish pimples on my face.Argghh. Its making me sick. Lately, I was hating a lot of people around me. Including those I trust. I always thought they're for real but that was just a bluff. They deceived me. And it hurts me a lot. I used to trust and believe to people but not now. Not anymore. So let me speak it in my language: "Pakshet sila. Giilad lang ko nila. Makarma unta sila. Mga walay batasan."
I don't act on impulse. And I'm not that shallow to believe what others are telling me. I can simply tell my judgment on my own. I mean, I'm at the right age. But then, I also hate those who underestimate my capabilities. I got pissed off having people like that around me.